It ain't only just a crush, it ain't go away

il nous arrivait de tricher. cela nous arrive encore maintenant. ce n'est pas grave, dis le aux cinq personnes dans ma tête.
Mon corps a cessé de convulser, il s'est soumis dans un brouillard.Une acalmie pour les fêtes, les fêtes de quoi? merci aux molécules. Merci au feu de bois dans l'immense maison familiale, je m'oublie. Il y a cinq kilos à reprendre pour ne plus affoler les parents, qui ne me regardent plus vraiment comme avant.
Mon monstre lui par contre s'est caché au fond de mes tripes,il se tait. cela n'augure rien de bon. cela fait dix ans qu'il survit, il a su s'adapter à ma route, se barrer quand il le fallait, et me dérober de tous mes joyaux quand il ne fallait pas. Les gélules le laissent à poil dans la neige mais il reviendra se venger.
Petite, je glissais des flacons de vernis à ongles dans le caddie au supermarché, pas de jouets. à 5 ans j'empruntais le chemin des connes pour ne plus le quitter.

Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
And the whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind

Late night, and passing, mention it flipped her
Best friend, who knows saying maybe it slipped
But the slip turns to terror and a crush to light
When she walked in, he throws up, believe its the fright

Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak
An escape is just a nod and a casual wave
Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days

It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear

I want to f*cking tear you apart

Then he walked up and told her, thinking that he'd passed
And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare

They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause theres always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last

Either way he wanted her and this was bad
He wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to f*cking tear you apart.She Wants Revenge